Cover of I’ll be gone in the dark by Michelle McNamara, published by Harper

Michelle McNamara was an American true crime journalist and the creator of the popular blog True Crime Diary, where she chronicled cold cases and unsolved crimes. Her fascination with the Golden State Killer, a serial rapist and murderer who terrorised California in the 1970s and ’80s—became her life’s work. McNamara spent years researching the case, interviewing detectives, and poring over old files, determined to bring the elusive criminal to justice. Tragically, McNamara died suddenly in 2016 at the age of 46, before she could complete I’ll Be Gone in the Dark. Her husband, comedian Patton Oswalt, along with researchers Paul Haynes and Billy Jensen, helped complete the manuscript. The book was published posthumously in 2018 and became a bestseller, credited with helping renew public attention and investigative momentum that ultimately led to the arrest of Joseph James DeAngelo—the man identified as the Golden State Killer, later that year.

👀 First impressions:
From the opening pages, I’ll Be Gone in the Dark gripped me with its blend of true crime reporting and personal reflection. Michelle McNamara’s writing is sharp, intimate, and atmospheric. I expected a standard recounting of the Golden State Killer case, but instead found something far more layered and emotionally powerful.

What I Liked:
McNamara’s gift as a storyteller shines throughout the book. She balances meticulous investigative detail with deep compassion for the victims, never sensationalizing the crimes. Her ability to recreate the creeping fear that haunted California during the Golden State Killer’s reign is masterful. What sets this book apart is McNamara herself, her honesty about her obsession, the emotional toll of her research, and her fierce commitment to the truth. The fact that her colleagues lovingly pieced together her unfinished work adds an incredibly moving dimension, making the book feel like both a gripping true crime narrative and a tribute.

What I didn’t Like:
Honestly, I didn’t have any real criticisms of this book. As a true crime work, it’s gripping, well-researched, and emotionally resonant and as a True Crime fan I feel a connection with Michelle. While some might notice the shifts in tone due to it being completed after McNamara’s passing, I felt this only added to its poignancy and depth. For me, the book delivered everything I hoped for in a true crime read.

📚 Why You Should Read This Book:
If you’re drawn to true crime, investigative journalism, or stories about the human need for justice, this book is essential reading. It’s not just about the crimes or the criminal, it’s about the people affected, the obsession with finding the truth, and the long, often frustrating road toward justice. McNamara’s compassionate voice elevates it far above typical crime reporting, making it a book that lingers with you.

💭 Final Thoughts:
From the opening pages, I’ll Be Gone in the Dark gripped me with its blend of true crime reporting and personal reflection. Michelle McNamara’s writing is sharp, intimate, and atmospheric. I expected a standard recounting of the Golden State Killer case, but instead found something far more layered and emotionally powerful.

🛍️ Where to buy
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Final Rating ★★★★☆½
A gripping and deeply personal true crime investigation, masterfully written with empathy, insight, and relentless curiosity.

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